It’s 3.27am and I’m currently laid in bed and can’t sleep, and after over a year something brought me back to my blog (wow). Re-reading my posts brought back the feeling of what it is like to write, the passion and meaning behind each post, the expresssion and healing it offers, oh how I’ve missed this. So why have I been absent you may ask?
When I first started my blog I didn’t think anyone would actually read it, it was just a place to store all my thoughts and feelings, an outlet of expression. To my surprise people were reading my posts (you may be one of them, thank you) and soon I found people could relate to what I was writing. I received numerous comments of positivity and encouragement on my blog and other social media outlets and I felt great.
However one day, among the many positives in my inbox was a message that took me by surprise, this was a message that infuriated me but ultimately stopped me from blogging. This message was full of judgement, criticism and clear ignorance for my blog and what it is about. How could a person who doesn’t even know me write such a personal message attacking my character and my posts. It was enough to make me question myself and whether blogging was actually for me, I questioned it for so long almost two years later here I am stumbling across my blog. I’m so surprised to see despite no new content being added, people are still stopping by and even take the time out to send messages.
How could I let someone I don’t even know, one message among all the brilliant ones, make me question myself. While I appreciate everyone’s content is personal to them and won’t be liked or understood by everyone, I am a firm believer In constructive criticism rather than trying to tear a person down. What I have realised tonight is I miss writing, I like writing, and some people like my writing and others won’t but that’s totally okay. So tonight I am taking back my power and making a promise to myself to return to my blog, something I was so very passionate about once upon a time.
There are always going to be people out there who tell you can’t do something or you shouldn’t do something or who blantantly try to bring you down. Don’t let them! Be strong enough to chase your dreams and aspirations and don’t stop until you’re satisfied.
So I guess this is me saying welcome back guys and here’s to writing whatever I want and not caring about unnecessary opinions from people who don’t matter!
With love,